it may come to it that i’ll just have to start being a lawn-mower or something in order to get off the dole

i am thinking about maybe becoming a baker or something, i don’t really mind the punishing hours, i just don’t wanna be in a workplace where the expectation is that you fawn over the boss when or if you are abused for not knowing what you simply don’t know.

i’m probably just exaggerating the problem, but i think i really am afraid of being abused again if i go to work.

i am also sick of people taking liberties with me in the workplace when they know i am reasonably intelligent, and just heap loads and loads of responsibilities on me

sigh.