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One AM Curry

2010-11-30

"I dunno man," Sven changed the way he sat on the kurb. "I just think everything that I wanted to happen to me has already happened."

"What? Do you want to die or something?"

"I guess - I wouldn't want it to be painful or anything, though. I guess I don't so much fear death as pain. I'd want it to be painless."

Red stared at the sun. "I just don't... I don't get it."

"There's just no purpose for me. I don't feel any strong calling apart from wanting to eat or piss, I think I've just become really transient and passive. I have all these memories that are like my closest and most trusted relatives and they keep me from being alone too much when you and I don't hang out for a while. I don't feel like I particularly want to do anything in the future, and I probably won't do nothing because that way I won't be able to eat, so I'll probably just try and get a job that lets me live it all out without too much fuss."

"Whatever man."